two- faced people

my thoughts about this topic have always been on my mind and has never left it . We all are two faced at one point of our lives. think back to that one incident that you had to act sweet towards a person eventhough you hated that person to your guts. well in order to maintain sufficient peace in the surroundings you are in . at least there is that hi -bye sayings between both parties. that huge anger and rage that roars in your body but somehow you have to bury into your soul and just let these feelings dissappear. i cant say that i detest these people because me myself is guilty of this act. being genuine and vunerable plus honest just makes you a victim even more .

i think people in general now only become friends with someone only if that can benefit off the person. if you dont have anything to offer they just let you go as if you were worth nothing. they dont even search further in to get to know you better. and if you are too good in something they also have feelings of jealousy erupt out and the daggers of detest will be aimed directly at you . especially since malaysia now is becoming such a place. this society is getting to be more negative and selfish. guess you could say its just like a buisness world now in comparison to a jungle. where the predator attacks prey. a corporate jungle more likely. we all have to be on our guard all the time afraid of being attacked and torn to pieces.

you would need your "herd " to keep you together to keep you sane. people whom you can trust that will not use things against you. things that you can let out where you cant let out anywhere else. you also need one which you are closest to.. doesnt matter the gender but just someone you are really comfortable with to be able to talk about anything. to some extend yes it better if you do have a girl if you are a girl and same applies to guys. but in special circumstances if you arent comfortable with a girl then yeah doing it with the opposite sex is alright to. but since there is that narrow mindedness of this society it would probably be another factor for them to strike you down.