hey guys

just letting you guys know that my connection of internet isnt that great here . it doesnt allow me to check my blog or go on msn . it will on,ly now be occassionally when i come on here to update

sorry guys cant be helped but that is how it is going to be ...sigh i feel very sad that i cant do it anymore but well what to do ... life is life i just got to live it !!!!!!!!!

thats all i have to say

in Brisbane australia

its been two days since i have been in a new country with new ideas and new people. i should say that well brisbane is certainly nice overall. its just that well slopes are everywhere and its so tiring to be walking all over. not many shops and the town is pretty small in comparison to KL. the place where i am living of course. hmmm missing certain people already. since i spent a lot of time with some people before i left i miss those people more eventhough i dont really know them. (B).....; )... main attraction t well older guys than me. i have a huge liking for them. i miss L as well... i hope he is alright and that everything that he is doing is fine as well. but there is now a huge difference between me liking brian and me liking leon . its so confusing in a way and i hate that .

the foundation house is not what i expected it to be. quite plain and it was dusty when we first got in which isnt good. they really did cheat us on our money ... i think ill be shifting out after six months ... it totally isnt worth it .

thats all for now will update again soon .

Brian's tour of KL ( with me of course )

Here i am back again with another entry .

i am having fun with my last few days in KL . going to aussie this thursday XD can't wait and at the same time feeling slightly anxious.

Basically what i did today was bring Brian around KL.Brian is well the guy from Melbourne and its his first time here . He is also a dad's best friend from primary school's son. He is really nice. Sophisticated, intellectual, a really good person to talk to.

OK.... how it happen ? he came to my house in perfect timing at 9 when i woke up at 830 , but he was still sleepy then lol. then we had breakfast in my house which was just toasted bread and cheese spreads. then we sat in front of the tv for a while. then i decided to go change. we left the house at ten something.

we went to Mid valley first. had some chorse to do like drop off my specs for repair. then i took Brian around megamall. he bought a shirt from romp and a pair of jeans from giordano. oh and also he bought wallets for his sisters.

it was well 11 something then we decided to take off to Bank Negara to meet up with Brian's cousin who is working there( Kingston). he treated us to lunch , the cafeteria there was really nice. mee hoon was good and Brian had Hainanese chicken rice. we had a tour of the money muzium andwe had a photo taken outside . our one and only photo taken.sigh.........

then we headed to star train and took it to Hang Tuah where we walked from that station to times square. had a toilet stop there. then we immediately crossed the overhead bridge over the road to go to sungei wang. this was where we did some serious walking of four floors. very tiring . but there was a lot of stuff to see. Brian really liked the varieties... he had to cut his spending lol cause he saw i wasn't spending much and he felt embarass that he was buying so much. he bought a pair of shoes for a friend , a leather band for himself and finally posters of a girl we dont even know who. then we left sungei wang at 5 to go to KLCC . we took a cab

we immediately went to gardens where Brian could take pictures of KLCC and the gardens. he tooks some pics of me . then we went back inside and i took him toe Kinokuniya. cause that was the only place worth visiting in Klcc apart from the gardens. then i called dad to see whether he was still in the office and that he could bring us home. he was ! and so we walked to my dad's office since it was near KLCC . then yeah we had a pretty good car ride with some talk. then i pointed out buildings he should know along the way . and we even visited tian hou temple since its by my house. took a drive in and out . then back to my place.

me and Brian well we have a very good talking realtionship which i love so much . cause i never had a chance to talk this much to a guy before at such an intellectual level. SO basically i really had a great time . thanks Brian for your company i really appreciate people like you . i do wish there were more people like Brian that i could have met. ;) hope to meet up again ....

thats it for todays entry .

mixed events

this entry is more for describing what happened yesterday and today . very important and must be written down.

saturday very eventful day. woke up. prepared for the party at home and did some cooking as well and did some more grocerey shopping for my party. met isaacs mom on the way there .she sent her wishes . then went carefour i saw miss gomathi i am guessing with her husband and we said our how do you dos. then i ate aunt annies and some sushi since i was so hungry and also the day before dinner i didnt eat at all.

then i went with my mum to send my sis to piano class in damansara and went to tesco, bought a new shirt and some underwear and more food. then went straight to church. joined in worship. then went to SIB for this one man play thing done by Daviv Shepherd. he was really good in the imitation of voices and emotions. his mom really could sing and he as well. the Goliath version he did was really funny. we left early which is so sad i wanted to finish it . but i am host of my farewell so i had to be back before all my guest arrive without me there.

then we reached home and guest started pouring in . we said grace and everyone started eating . we didnt get to play the ice breaker games cause i thought people were pretty comfortable. i spent a lot of time with yun hsi and the gang. i finally got to take picture with Seh yung after so long. well didnt get to spend much time with keen wai, he had to leave at 8 something . i spent some time later in the evening with jason and zhi hao watching football. it was kinda nice catching up with jason . i felt touch with the thoughts he gave me and the affection (hugs ) . i think that will be one of stronger memories .a lot of people left early which was sad. they left at 9 which was well just when the party was getting started. bt at least some loyal people stayed until 10 something. Uncle SK and Brian only came later after the party was over. but it was really nice get to know him. i mean Brian is really nice and easy going . we share a lot of similar interest apart form me liking snake XD hehe . brian has really nice highlights :) .

today went church , Mr rudy yeoh prayed for me as i am leaving soon. loads of people came to gave me their greetings.talk to jason a bit . its great that i have a better talking relationship with him than last year. so tired in the afternoon took a nap as the day before i couldnt sleep. too excited, too many things on my mind and thinking too much . i slept at three the day before. then at 5 we went to play tennis at adrian's apartment. dinner we went with Uncle SK and Brian and an aunty and her son Kingston. we had chinese .

well going tomorrow with him on a our of KL, i am his tour guide so yeah i cant wait. i hope its loads of fun

i wonder how is he doing , havent heard from him in a while and well i hope i can still keep in touch with him until the end of the year . and i wanna see if i keep my emotions for that guy that long. we shall see .miss you loads and i send my love... take care

my farewell party photos

me and zen
me and sandra
me and sen wai
me and yun hsi
me, vicki, seong, theng

su and me
aliza and me
boon siong and me
me, theng and boon siong
seong, me and chow chow

me and Jason
kylie, me and aliza
zhi hao and me
bryan and me
me and seh yung

random pics
Keen wai and I
another randompic
Me and Michelle
me and Theng

Seong and Natalie

spending quality time

Its been two days since that :) day .
i got to spend time with my mentor( JIN AI ) which was really great as i love her to bits. Although we dont have much time as we use to, we still managed to have lunch at my place, cooked sincerely by me !!!!

i cooked lagsane and fried some chicken and decorated with broccoli. then i also made a shredded cucumber and carrot salad. then we had just tea as drink . we talked so much ... i can never stop talking to her and neither can she but we had very limited time . its so sad that she cant come for my farewell party , i really wished she could.

i guess we both understand each other very well eventhough there is a huge age gap. shes been through the same things that i am going through now so well she knows exactly what to advice me .