how shall i describe today

moments just passed by as if they were blur. but at the same time there was so much emotions involved today in uni. i guess someone's PMS can truly affect your own moods. especially if it was your own lecturer. i had almost missed lunch today! talks for universities i dont mind. but Nooooo... whose stupid idea was to go into class and just write attendance having ended up to stay for an hour plus more to do more assignment and let the hunger burn inside me. i am not blaming the person in our class who told us to do that cause well uni mates should support each other . But man seriously i felt so faint .

Luckily thoughts of him did pull me through to lessen my anger and to just act calmly. spent time with a girl from course today ... pretty much reminded myself of her. the usual bubly self, hyper , flirtatious in a cute way ( although i have move pretty far from that now ) . more serious , matured far off from where i have come from. felt pretty satisfied that well i do have true friends around me in my course.

life just passes so fast ... i mean now look at all my peeps around they are all grown . it s like now i can say we are finally here where we wanted to be 6 years ago. those times when you said " i wish i was 18 " and now that i am here i feel so old ... the friends you saw that were so innocent now are like drinking, smoking ... now we cant act like kids anymore cause people will be judgemental....

sigh i guess thats life