sinking love

I shouldn't love you

but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you

but I can't move

I can't look away

I shouldn't love you

but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you

but I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine

when I'm not'

Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around,

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Before I go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine

when I'm not'

Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me

And I'm wondering why I've waited so long

Looking back I realize

It was always there just never spoken

I'm waiting here...been waiting here

this song just spoke the words of my mouth that i wanted to express my current mood that i am feeling. i really do wanna stop loving this guy but it seems impossible . am controlling my actions especially when i am in front of him . feelings on the other hand are hard to tame. it actually is making me going out of my mind . i dont want to say apart from that i need him badly in my life. i am hopelessly lost in love . .. save me !!