unlucky me

today is hectic we had to cook and all cause we are having a great dinner.

the usual on friday i get up early for tennis. ten aftertennis we went marketing and eat breakfast and finally we went to carefour to shop. on the way back well i drop a ketchup bottle on the sidewalk .... arggggh i feel so embarass thats all i got to say really

singapore outing and weather

I shall start with the terrible weather in singapore ....

IT HAS BEEN RAINING CATS AND DOGS SINCE 1 AM YESTERDAY AND ITS STILL RAINING ..... ITS AMAZING >>> COULD THIS BE ASIAN SNOW????will update on whether when it stops ... hehe


besides that i got to meet up with some other teenstreet friends again. those who were from singapore. Cheryl and Eunice , the two girls who were in my net group
we met up in bugis and well we walked around looking for something to eat ... ended eating at terra i had alio and fish and chips with them , we shared .

then after dinner we decided to walk around and we went into the picture store to takme sticker pics so nice and so cute !!!!! then we went to find a pay phone to call my mum but at that moment tua yi called me so good. We then continued to shop.... and talk and shop and talk thats about it but it was great to catch up with them

greta outing hope to do it again :)

reunion with old friends

hey people,
heres another entry .
i got up this morning to play tennis wasnt that enthusiastic but i did then well had breakfast i had mee rojak . then well went home to bath and wait for Seong Seong, Ying Ying, Jia Lin, Su Hwei, Su En......

they came we hardly did anything but talk and catch up. and we ate a lot and drank a lot.. we met up with yu li , Vicki , Michelle, Charis and Grace there ...b we sort of talked during fries
i think we had to most fun when they come back to my house and we acted out PDL drama again for them so funny !!! getting sick of it already though !

i tell you my eating habits today was horrendous man ... i ate so much and still felt hungry which is very weird ... i had like cabonara , then i had ice cream , then i had some fries and finally a Taco Fishball.
I am also sick for some reason dunno where it came fro. i have been having sore throat for a few days now and now flu has started. sigh ........... miss him loads i wonder what he is doing now !!!!! whatever you are doing take care !!!

just another day .......

well i got up today at like 7 something my body just woke me up so i had to wake up. anyway it was a good thing so that i could follow dad to KL to get my IELTS results. Man i was seriously scared .... my stomach wasnt feeling well this morning when i got up .... i went up and then to the reception desk of IDP and well asked for my results . she gave it to me and i looked at the whole page but i just couldnt find it but when i saw 7.5 overall i was so happy its way more than i expected.

just been thinking a lot lately about the camp really miss it loads and well the friends i met there. i also miss him loads well great news is i might be able to see him in singapore thats all i got to say for now ... til next entry

small teenstreet reunion

i went out to Sunway to meet up with Leon :) .... just saying that name makes me smile .Along the way i also met up with some people from teenstreet as well. I saw Shu Lynn there then some Phillipinoes and finally the brunei girls :) . mostly spent time with Leon.
We walked around the mall talking while waitting for the movie which was eragon and it was going to start at 4. he actually got a seat earlier which was on the N row and had to get one for me on the P row so well we were sort of separated but well during the movie he just came sat next to me anyway. The movie was slightly boring but being with him made me so comfortable. I actually fell asleep on him haha since it was so boring . He paid for everything which was such a gentleman of him. We even had root beer after that . I actually felt very comfortable with him. Eventhough he says he is a kampung boy and all but i like him for the way he is. i dont care whether he has a chinese accent even when he speaks perfect english.....

During the last walk before i left him, i told him i'll miss him and he said he will miss me too XD. and we hugged at the entrance before we left each other :) so sweet . its so sad i dont have a pic of him sigh ...... and he lives in perlis which is so far. I dont think i will ever see him again and even the rest of that gang :(.....awwww.........

He told me something which seemed really meaningful and sweet. During the Planet Shakers concert , the pastor suddenly spoke about blood issues. And well he decided to pray for those who had it and Leon reached out to me in his prayer to God . This i find very sweet as he was thinking about me !!!!!

Last thing to add he has been Smsing me everyday which i find really sweet of him to show he actually cares about me .

picture post for teenstreet

Gospel Ninja
Denise one of the speakers
Melanie one of the other speakers
Lonely days play
The very funny play

This is me and Eunice ( mission girl ) YOU GO GIRL !!!!!!

This is Abby the girl i got close with on the first day of camp we talked alot during the night.

This is Cheryl and me .. DO you believe me now? she is stick thin right ?

My emotional partner and I ------> Te May . Love you girl :)

This is one of the speakers Chris and his daughter Kimberlisa. Isn't she cute ?

This is the group i hanged out with, which consist of me, Serene, Te may, Abby, Jocelyn, Jessica, Henna and finally Alyssa.
This is Dan and Suzie Potter. Our speakers.
The decoration for the backgroundof the stage.
This is my net group which consist of me , Abby, Denise, Audrey, Eunice, Cheryl and finally our coach Jo.( photo taken by andrew) This is me and my TEDDY BEAR .... Audrey ... isnt she cute i could just hug her all day long.

what i learnt and my emotions

teenstreet taught me a lot of things ....

first we learnt that we are in an egg and there will changes in our lives and at the same time we have to make choices between the tree of life and the tree of death.I choose to Love God , Love others and Love myself. In order to do that , I have to avoid being self focus and it has three dangerous areaas which are I'm better, I'm lonely, and I'm afraid. I will allow God to cacoon me. In the process, i will inhale and wait and exhale myself. Inhale again the Spirit of God and exhale the stand. Then i will slowly open my wings and fly into the world. These were the main sessions hosted by Dan & Suzie Potter, Chris and Melanie, Jeremy, Foo Sheng, Denise. their sessions were great and enriching but it was more serious than last year.



I did plays for the main sessions like the Lonely days play. where i was a background character and there was only one main person. We had to walk around endlessly then when the gong sounded we lifted our newspaper to avoid the rain and we all go into a trance slow-mo. and the main character realises that he is in a different world and tries to lure us out but he fails and joins us back. And then we all leave the stage and he is left alone. The other play was the whole process of Metamorphesis. We carry the egg out which was Ivan and then he starts to grow and explore his surroundings and he comes out of the metamorphesis cycle and he starts eating and gaining strength. And then he gets covered by the cacoonand exchanges places with me and i am the one who slowly morphs in the cacoon. then i appear and climb on topof two guys and i and the body of the butterfly and i have people controlling my wings. it was an amazing experience.



Ssshh 0.5 this year was very meaningful. the first day i watched the clouds and God gave me a message where i saw a girl reaching out to a man who i assume is God himself then suddenly it changed to heart shape . then on the same day a leave just landed on my feet which i kept. The next day my shhhh time was done in the area which looked like a forest and well i found these things you could stitch on to a branch and i made a whole row and well i kept it . It looks like a satay stick with satays on it. the next day i couldnt do my ssshhh time cause i was too caughtup with praying in the hall and was crying like crazy . then another day i just sat on the steps with Te may and i sort of taught about that days lesson which was good .



Net time well i was the live wire of the group and i shared a lot ... cause i am one of those who talk a lot. i just couldnt finish sharing my coach had to always indirectly tell me to stop. the thing was though that during that time i always felt really sleepy . there was a day we had to think each of us as a fruit. I was soursoup, abby was mangosteen, eunice was banana, cheryl was grapes, audrey was pear and denise was watermelon.



My coach always made us memorize our memory verses before we go for breakfast and it was like our ticket to freedom.



For intereact time , the first day i joined Hip Hop he taught us some great moves and he was good looking too. we learnt popping, waving, and electrical boogeying. thebasics only but it was fun. the next day i went for braodway which was good i got to meet the women who acted as olive in walk his trail. Then i went for the art of pencil shading which was hardly anything , the person named guy just made us draw and he didnt even teach us anything.



For the first night we had prayer night and we had to pray for everything that was given to us

This is a pic of our commitment blocks to God

This is a picture of the Flag of the country we had to pray for which is Phillipines.

This is the pic that we had to pray for people who has AIDS

the whole night was meningful and i really discovered that i love to pray and that communicating with God is very important.

Worship sessions were meaningful not everyday but most days. My friend Te may was an emotional girl and i totally clicked with her since i myself am one too. i could really feel that she was praising God. I am really touched by her.

One of the worship sessions i remember that i fell on my kness and i was really praising God. then another night to be more specific on the last night i started crying on the firstslow song and i could not stop crying even until the point of time when everyone was dancing on the other side i was still crying. i really was touched by God and well i wrote a letter to him and submitted my all to him. I especially love the song come Holy spirit.

During intereaction zone , i love the fact that we got to mingle around but this year our group was really huge as there were like 400 people and people tend to stick to their cliques. I well loved the fact that i got to know more people especially "someone". then i had dancing on the last day i totally let myself go which was a great feeling . i really miss him and the camp . that guy as i said is a pure gentleman and he well treated me really well. he smsed me first and asked for my phone number. and kept smsing me from that day onwards. besides that we both clicked cause we both had similar interest and well he treated me to ice cream on the last day . his smses are so encouraging and nice and sweet :).

Net 2 at night was mostly sharing about your day and how it went which was also meaningful. i never kept to the sleeping time schedule and always slept way after that. the last day i slept at 3.

for the food well i guess it was just normal food i actually liked breakfast the best cause it was like fried noodles and stuff lunch and dinner were all rice with things which was well ok and they had curry everyday. i guess they are edible i am not that fussy with food.

teenstreet place & meeting people part

well i just got back from a camp today

This camp I never have any regrets going to . Every single year i experience new things and feel revived again . It was held in Kolej Tuanku Jafar . I shall first comment on the location . Overall its nice but i felt it was really far from one place to another. Especially when it rains , there isnt any shelter in the middle of the courtyards so we had to use the side and it takes more than ten minutes to walk from my dorm to the main hall.

The first day , i reached the place i was slightly dissapointed as the decorations werent as great as last year, but the rooms are really nice . My bed was comfortable. I had roomates who were nice, although one of them is my coach. Jo is my coach and she is a single lady from singapore. very strong women and independant. Then i have Abigail, who well belongs to the group that i mostly hanged out with at the camp . she is well a very nice girl and sweet. we chatted a lot during the nights when we couldnt sleep mostly about our relationships with people. Then there is Audrey ... MY CUTE TEDDY BEAR ... I LOVE TO HUG HER ... she is so cute and small and harldy talks first you always have to talk to her first then she replies;her hugs are so warm and cuddley and it makes it even better than me and her are the same height. Then there is Cheryl... she is like stick thin man you never seen such a thin girl in your life ... she looks so fragile but her experiences she shared also encouraged me a lot. Eunice is another girl ; both she and Cheryl are from singapore. Eunice is a normal girl who well does missions which i totally admire in a person. She helped built schools in Vietnam. Finally there is Denise, i found out she lives in my neighbourhood, shes a bit quiet at times but can be hyper also .....These people are in my net group. I think i am the closest to Audrey in camp.

Then the other people i met during this camp, Lisa the very nice coach and she and i met in the toilet which we saw both of us were wearing bands on our arms and compared them. Mary Ann was another girl from singapore whom i find very nice and hyper ... hope to get to know her better. Then there were the Brunei girls whom i also met in the toilet while we sang in the shower. Hannah a small size girl but a great personality , Larissa , big size girl with a loud personality which i love :) , Hsian Huey , a tall thin girl who is very sweet and pretty. One of the girls who knows edwin also was pretty nice and cute. These were people whom i just met from the surface we hardly got to know each other's deep side being . Amelia , the girl who had curly hair as her natural hair ... really liked it . The two girls from Sabah , Yvonne and Henna whom i met last year was here this year too. Elizabeth a white coach prayed for me and she was really nice. Another jessica from melbourne even was very friendly. Denise one of the speakers was very encouraging and had strong words to impact people. Then Melanie another speaker who had avery strong country accent which was unique( shes got a daughter named Kimberlisa , which is so adorable and cute ).

Then there is this group of girls mostly all from perlis whom i got really close to . Jocelyn, Henna, Jessica, Serene, Te May, Abigail, Alyssa. i spend most of the camp with them until the point of time when i started liking one of their childhood friends then i began to drift away. I didnt feel comfortable telling them that i like him. it just felt very weird. But these girls are my support and well i heard a lot of their stories which really touched me.

I didnt really meet many guys this year. Nigel, Isaac, Leon( this guy i can describe until i dont even have enough words to describe him ) ( pure gnetleman and very caring and sensitive in a good way for a guy ) , Kok Jian, Samuel( singapore), Samuel ( the white guy), met Edwin again ( he gave me a gift after the camp, so sweet of him), Zachery very hyper and spontaneuos dude who is always teasing me and having fun. Jonathan Williams was nice too .i think he is from the Phillipines

I met the bands members who did our worships sessions also which was good. and it was great to see Dan and Suzie Pitter again.

i guess thats all for now cause i am getting really tired. Ill write another article for other things in the camp tomorrow

the two days i had fun

THURSDAY 7 DECEMBER 2006
well got up really early cause was so excited about outing with the gang... we were suppose to go pyramid .... i had fun .... the people there were Yun hsi, Pei Jie, Henry, Kar Mun, Siu Theng , Boon Siong.... these people were dating
the rest of us include me , Seh Yung, Sen Wai, Habib, Jia Yuan, Yeang Shin, Deepa, Nicole, Siew Hong, the KL guy , three other guys whom I do not know them....

We went ice skating first , overall i did have fun there, guiding nicole on the rink ...shes so nice .... but i fell like four times andonce was with siu theng so sorry theng and at that time i broke my phone can you believe it !!!!!

after ice skating we went to have lunch at Waffle World they do have good food there but expensive XD ..... i had Spaghetti Cabonara ... been craving it for weeks .... then later i went to meet up with the rest of the gang who were playing pool ... gave them theur christams cards then went out of the pool area cause it was so smokey . i went to find kar mun since she was shopping alone ... but ended up meeting yun hsi and the rest of the gang in Mcdonalds ... which was good i guess then they decided to go arcade and play car racing on manual mode which was ok to see ... went back home with siu theng chatted with her quite a lot too .....

thats all for thursday ...my opinion about that day was i guess its just normal no oomph in that outing .... i wasnt jealous that there were people dating just well went as myself and thats a good thing means now i am in more control

FRIDAY 8 DECEMBER 2006
i got up quite early too eventhough my back was aching with my arms ... cause i needed to find handphone i could use to call Samuel .... in the morning i went to some warehouse sale in Taman Tun , got a new pair of shoes and a new raincoat i spent about RM 270 ..... then i came back to get my self ready for my outing

at one something he was still stuck on the train ... so i waited for him in MPH ... but he ended up couldnt find it so i had to go find him and he was in center court ... we then went straight up to get popcorn and drinks since it was only ten minutes before the movie ....he paid :)

i bought the movie tickets Happy Feet two days before so we got good seats ... the show was really good with all the sound effects blasting in so many direction so it s a movie worth watching

after the movie , he well "forced" me to play pool .. thats a good thing ... he taught me how to which was sweet cause now i know how to play it properly ....then well he "forced" me to play Para Para ... he was good at it .... then well he made me do it haha.... I love the fact that he made me do stuff that i have never done before i feel so proud that i achieve some things ... then after that we went to secret recipe where he bought me a small chocolate brownie where he sang me a birthday song eventhough it was way past my birthday :) that was really sweet of him

Thanks Samuel i appreciate it for the outing yesterday i had tons of fun and i do hope we get to spend time together again ... It was really sweet of you and to be honest i like a guy like that i mean he made me do stuff and did things for me

thats all i have to say i guess til next entry which is after teenstreet camp thats six days from now

breezey weekend

well for me the last weekend was ok

thursday had laura and isabelle ... mum's BSF friend daughters Laura and Isabelle we got toknow better ... they were very sweet girls and very nice ... we will be in contact again soon i think
Friday well normal just tennis in the morning i think i am begining to like tennis a lot ... it seems so much enjoyable now ... i can actually play it now XD
Saturday - went to Dad's office , he has a plasma Tv there with Astro so i watched Tv the whole morning hehe while he was working , then i went to SIB had a great worship session really felt God's presence... then well went with my cell to discuss year end party .. later came back up and well chatted with Kate , Samantha and gang got to know that Chanette had been to PDL and got some info from her about the review thing and got to know her experience .... then later had drum workshop which was nice ...at night went out for dinner at mamak at Taman Megah which was nice with Aunt Liz and Lavinia
sunday nothing much just went to church then came back and slept the whole day got up and went to play tennis with my family which was fun
monday - well nothing really just at home all day nothing interesting to write about
today - well nothing really either played tennis in morning , then well lazed at home the whole day

got over the emotion thing which is a good thing hopefully i can do it when i go aussie ... getting over it would be an obstacle .. cant wait for tomorrow am going out

i guess thats all for now .... til next entry