lonely times without friends

hey guys
just bored so i decided to blog ....
well heres whats happening to me now:
i am currently attending a course called IELTS which is an english course and its extremely specific ... the whole course is just about following and listening and focus... the woman teahcing us also keep repeat can get sick and tirted of her but well there was another teacher who taught us on tuesday which well even though she repeats she seems to repeat it in a different way

well besides that just well been thinking a lot about him ...its irritating that well i wont be able to see for long now ... i only get to see him occsionally whenever something comes up like an event or something.... and well loads of people are telling me that i shouldnt care about him anymore cause well he doesnt even take the decency to want to keep in contact with me... i dont want to lose him as a friend though cause well he is just nice and well people are all analyzing with me that he is just a friend and sometimes not even worth it to beyour friend as he doesnt call or sms to ask me how i am ...sigh ....dont know what to do anymore .... just well almost drifting everyday and well ... nowadays friends are scarce as well as they are all busy

sad thing is i have to be alone on my birthday this year and only with my family and well i dun think i am going to get much presents from people this year either.....sigh ... well i guess thats all i have to bear with it

thats all for now