emo

Back again

well i guess been kinda emo lately and just recently came back from camerons i really dont count that as a holiday cause almost every single moment i was miserable during that holiday... if it werent forme and my sis fighthing i would be thinking of him and how much he cares for me which isnt much ... i dont think he cares for me at all .... even our relationship as friends i begin to question it also ... what is he thinking?...I care for you deeply and i try to let go ... but you dont realize how much i hurt inside , i dont want to be a burden in your live and thats why i let you go .... everytime i think of you , it just tears me more inside... i will be never ever be able to tell you how exactly feel about you ........................

during this holiday , we partly learnt that well friendships dont last forever ... my dad and his friends from ipoh have now gone to a sour note not too sour but well we saw our differences and well we just see each other as we dont get along much as we used to anymore.