Sunday, June 29, 2008

Cookie Factory !!!

unfortunately and i say it again unfrotunately i dont have any pics to prove the cookie making process.

as of the title , me and three other friends ( Carmen tan , Zhi yan , Yu wen ) were in my house yesterday baking cookies for the food bazaar sale that is going to be held on 3rd July in front of KPD .

it took us a greusome four and a half hours ..... i seriously dont ever want to see cookie dough anymore ..... am so sick of it i could hurl...... no offence carmen ( i love your cookies )

but the four of us did have some bonding time .... it nice to spend time with people you dont normally spend time with and with no "politics " involved too. after the factory process, we four decided to take a drive to bangsar to have dinner in delicious . we all had our pastas ... yummmm .... I spotted Zara on the way to the restaurant and yelled it out . Carmen Tan was so excited that she hugged me so tight !!!! lol !!! we went shopping in Zara for an hour . and i found an australian shoe brand in Bangsar Village .... NOVO !!!! yay !!! back to my old ways in aussie ....

thanks guys for giving me a great time yesterday ... i haven't had so much fun in ages ....

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Taggy

The tag consists of 15 questions, when YOU do the tag, add one more question to it at the end and bracket your name at the back of it... tag 4 people

1. Are you currently interested (in the boy-girl relationship way) in someone?~
i am interested .. but i am currently not with anyone

2. If given the chance, what part of your past would you change?~
well i would have eaten less junk food, didnt go to international school

3. In general, do you think physical or internal beauty matters more in a person?~
internal beauty matter more

4. Why did you choose your occupation/course?~
well.... my parents pushed me into it... but if i had to really say i really want to "save " some people

5. How much does money matter to you?~
i just need enough to live a comfortable life

6. How's life currently?~
the same ole ...ups and downs...

7. Are you a faithful/loyal person when it comes to relationships?~
in fact i think i am too loyal that the other party thinks i am clingy

8. What is the one physical trait of yourself you like the most?~
my face

9. What is the one physical trait of yourself you dislike the most?~
the little tummy i have

10. Briefly describe your dream car.~
cooper would be nice ...

11. Briefly describe your dream house~ mansion enough lar .... better if its near nice scenery.( beach or mountain)

12. What is the ONE skill you would like to pick up the most?~
surfing !!!

13. What was the last dream you had? (the kind you get when you're asleep LOL)~
the miost significant one was the technology wars

14. How often do you get what you want?~
hmmmm ... i think pretty often.

15. List out 5 positive and 5 not-so-positive things about the person who tagged you.5 positive~ shes cute and petite and cute!!
~ she has been there for me
~ motivates me to exercise and diet XD
~ ......and study ......
~ someone i can trust
shes pretty open which can relate to me

5 not-so-positive
takes things too hard on herself
repeats incidences a bit too many times
overparanoid ? ( in some ways )
not broadenning her circle friends ?
should accept herself as who she is ?( sorry carmen didnt mean to offend you in any way )


16. Why do you read my blog?~
to update myself on people's lives

17. What's the biggest highlight in your life? And your not so biggest highlight? (Sherilyn)~
currently well am going to UK soon ... not so bigg highlight would be having to pass exams first

18. What would you do if you happen to realize you can't get rid of your past? ( meLLe )
~i will face it , take it as a lesson for me to become a better person


19. What is your ideal date with a guy/girl? (Carmen)~
i just want a simple dinner with a person , sitting at home watching a movie together . *hints* picnic in the park ?

20. have you ever thought of getting married ? if so when ? ( Khareeza)
i have ... maybe around 25-26

I tag :yuyi , yoke han, divya, wong kar mun

Sunday, June 22, 2008

major realization !!!!!

i really dont know where to begin ......


i have been scarred for life in another way .... not the love sense mind you .....

i dont know what i was thinking .... or even how it happen ... it all just happen too fast ....

i hit another car while trying to get out of a parking lot in taman desa. i hit his side and my car's whoe bumper is now off .


i dont know how to descirbe this feeling but i feel awful and terrible.....



AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!1

Thursday, June 19, 2008

in malay

Survey in perlu dijawab dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

7 fakta tentang saya :
- saya suka warna hijau, hitam & Ungu
- saya suka membaca
- saya memelihara seekor anjing
- saya sekarang belajar di HELP
-hari jadi saya pada 14th November
- saya beharap saya dapat pergi ke England pada bulan september
-saya pergi ke sekolah antrabangsa pada sekolah menengah

7 perkara menakutkan saya :
- kehilangan orang aku cinta seperti kawan yang berharga
-tempat tinggi
- kegagalan
-pergi ke England
-labah-labah besar
-dirompakkan
-kesakitan teruk

7 lagu buat masa sekarang :-
adakah kamu? ( Cassie )
Lebih baik dalam masa ( Leona Lewis)
Kepanggilan ( Regina Spektor)
Kemulaan Keakhiran ( Spineshank)
Malam Ini ( Fm Static)
Dalam Kehidupan Ini ( Delta Goodrem)
Saya lebih suka berada dalam kecintaan ( Michelle Branch)

7 perkara yang selalu saya sebut :-
really ?
i suppose so
ill think about it
ooooo
serious .....
hmmmm
haihz


7 perkara yang amat bernilai :-
Keluargaku
Kawanku
Komputerku dengan Internet
Ipodku
Bantalku dari kecil hehe
kecil perkara orang buat untuk saya
Kenangan saya

7 “pertama kali” dalam hidup saya :-
keciuman
memandu
pergi ke Africa
pergi ke kawan rapatku rumah selepas 4 tahun
menukar passport baru tanpa ibu atau bapa
pergi minum arak di luar dalam Malaysia
mengalami kesseakan jalan raya semasas memandu kesendirian


7 orang bertuah (JAWAB TAG NI BALIK!)-
Wong Kar Mun
Divya
Gabriel
Jonathan Lin
Yoke han
Semua yang baca Blog ku
...........

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

i am at lost for words

well all i can say is that i dont know who to trust anymore and i am lost at sea . what happened to me today just well its unexplainable if i event ry to explain it , it would probbaly go around in circles and it will be never ending. ... i dont know what to believe .

God please keep me strong during this vunerable period dont let me be torn down by this and let me prevail over this troubles.... there is person out there trying to break me down but let me be strong under your protective hands!

peace out people

xoxo
Part 1 : On the outside
Name : Khareeza Koh Zhi Wei
Date of Birth : November 14 1989 .
Current Status : Single.
Eye Colour : Dark Brown.
Hair Colour : dark brown but i have sandy brown highlights now.
Righty or Lefty : Righty.
Zodiac Sign : Scorpio.

Part 2 :On the Inside
Your Heritage : Chinese.
Your Fear : No friends and family and heights.
Your Weakness : procastination, short attention span when it comes to studying.

Part 3 : Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : ugh.... mooting questionto solve , 4 hours lecture
Your bedtime : About 11 something to 12.
Your most missed memory : my friends from the gang .... :)

Part 4 : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McD's or Burger King : MCD
Single or Group Dates : Single.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea : Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla : more chocolate but i dont mind vanilla either :D
Cappuccino or Coffee : both

Part 5 : Do You..
Smoke : never ever
Curse : sometimes but not too often
Drink : yes i do .. i love to drink

Part 6 : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol : yes i have a glass of red wine.
To the mall : last sunday .
Been on stage : is mooting considered ?
Eaten sushi : Yes
Dyed your hair : .Highlight yes

Part 7 : Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : nope.
Changed who you were to fit in : yes i do

Part 8 : Age
You're hoping to be married : maybe 25? :)

Part 9 : In A Guy/Girl
Best Eye colour : greenish, grey .
Hair colour : i love brunettes.
Short or long hair : it actually depends on how the guy's face looks like.
Part 10 : What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago :this tag.
1 hour ago : trying to connect on msn .
1 month ago :well in law ...so basically studying
1 year ago :trying to finish my first semester in foundation in QLD
Part 11 : Finish The Sentences
I love : brunette guys XD
I feel : people should be more harmonious with one another
I miss : QLD in some ways.
I need : more confidence when studying law
Part 12 : Tag 6 People :Yuyi,Carmen Khong, Carmen Tan, Yoke Han, Divya, Pei xia

List out 5 presents you wish for :
(1) PSP or Ps2
(2) money to buy clothes .....hehe
(3)certain people to accept Christ
(4)a boyfriend XD
(5) better friendships

Monday, June 09, 2008

well this is a record for me

i havent done this before i have cried four times in a week .... that is way too many times in just a single week ....

well this was the main rollercoster last week. i was so emo i could barely talk and i didnt want to anyway . only certain people were comforts me which i could open too .... the close ones anywayz ( i am sorry that some of you werent included .... i will tell you guys eventually )

mainly cried cause of the university choices ... i mean i had loads of heated arguements with my dad as well as my mum .... it was like caridiff or leeds..... haihz seems like everyone is pushing me to cardiff !!!

i like dont have a mind of my own ..... sigh .... why am i such a pushover ! i should stand on my two feet ! and make my own decisions ! Dont blame anyone else ....


peace out people

xoxo

Friday, June 06, 2008

weird dreamo

well lately i have been having awfully weird dreams.

i dreamt i was in some kind of gladiator shows where you have to pass levels to stay alive. and well look who was my partner... it was * drum roll * ....... David..... i wonder why . we were like injured and all and still had to move on in order to stay alive . there was one of the levels where we were both given plastic swords just to try to kill each other .... which of course is unsuccesfful but they counted it on strokes basis . And i "killed" david everytime .... *smug*...... hehe XD .... sorry David don't mean to .

another dream i had was that i was involved in some technology war and i was like married di ... saw ring on the wedding finger. i had this very worried expression on my face.... looking out through glass windows. yuyi was next to me . then a message was sent to us by this computerized air thing ... saying our " husbands" were nearby but hurt on the battle field. so me and her rush towards the exact location .... found them and started treating them and holding them in our arms . although their faces were blur to me though so i dont know who the guys are....


thats all

xoxo

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Hillsongs !! and other events

i have been so preoccupied with stuff that i havent blog about hillsong concert last wednesday :

it was the best feeling of my life... i mean i feel so refreshed in my spiritual life . it made me start to think of those times when i was still in brisbane where i could do this every week .... sigh those days are gone now... i am back in "uncivilized" malaysia in comparison to australia
the songs they sang were so beautiful . i shed a few tears and it really touched my heart. even with this concert i got to meet some old friends from SIB . eventhough they are younger than me ... but well we were close and i am glad .... it was Samantha !!!! she was someone who stood by me all my problems online and understood what i was going through . somehow or rather she was as opened minded and had similar thinking like me ....

man i felt so tired after that cause well i had strains on my body from jumping too much and lifting my hands too long in the air. but i was doing it for God and i am glad i did and gave my all for Him . so i feel satisified. i know i am guilty of straying a bit recently ... with uni life and all i guess it happens but i need to be strong and need to be more spiritual...

hmmm what other things that have happen ....

i went shopping with YUYI yay !!! at sungei wang ..... i bought three tops which i am proud of ..... ones purple with an emo fairy on it ... which is so me .... then there is this spaghetti which is aqua blue with flower prints and finally a green spaghetti top which was only RM 10 .. i cant believe it was only that price cause its material is really good !!! guess i really got a good bargain .

Thank you so much yuyi for such a great time i always love going shopping with you .... and want to go even more ... we always try things together and thats what i enjoy most !!!! love ya babes

thats all... for now

xoxo

Monday, June 02, 2008

1) The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
a special person ... i shant tell


2) When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yup always do ....


3) In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
it actually depends on whom i am with .... i can be both


4) Do you take compliments well?
er... actually not really ... i am really insecure about that

5) Do you Sudoku?
Yes. every since that crazy tuiion teacher who did sudoku everytime i see him.


6) If abandoned alone in the wilderness, will you survive
i guess... i think can lar

7) What song are you listening to?
Is it you by Cassie

8) Did you ever go to camp as kid?
yeah of course

9) What was your favorite game as a kid?
i love playing pretend .... hehe

10) If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
nope ... its not good at all


11) Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
it seriously depends on the religion...... almost did one


12) Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Be pursued obviously

13) Use three words to describe yourself.
compasisonate , thinker, sensitive

14) Do any songs make you cry?
yeah especially when i am in emo state.

15) Are you continuing your education?
yeah i am in law school now first year ... its so hard !!!


16) Do you know how to shoot a gun?
nope ... never shot a real gun before

17) If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'd grab?
umm a handphone, and important documents


18) How often do you read books?
i love to read ....

19) Do you think more about the past, present or future?
i think about everything actually ... analyse too much about everything

20) What is your favorite children's book?
enid blyton

21) What color are your eyes?
dark brown


22) How tall are you?
i am 5 ft 3 .... and not proud of it

23) Where is your dream house located?
somewhere there is hills nearby as well as the beach


24) Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yeah i have with girlfriends

25) When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
where the heck is that ???

26) Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
US/ Africa

27) Do you like mustard?
Yes


28) Do you prefer sleep or eat?. Eat .. i worry too much to sleep

29) Do you look like your mum or dad?
mum i think

30) How long does it take you in the shower?
15 mins.


31) Can you do the splits?
used to not anymore . when i did ballet

32) What movie do you want to see right now?The other Boleyn girl

33) What did you do for New Year's?
with my family at home watching fireworks on eve then spent whole day with family at home

34) Do you own a camera phone?
yes nokia ....

35) Was your mom a cheerleader?
nope

36) What's the last letter of your middle name?
I

37) How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
around 6 - 8


38) Do you like care bears?
they were cute :) not anymore

39) What do you buy at the movies?
a drink mostly

40) Do you know how to play poker?
hardly


41) Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes i do pretty often

42) What do you wear to sleep?
depends on whether normally spaghetti top with shorts or a baggy shirt

43) Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
big high rise buildings growing from the ground


44) How many meals do you eat a day?
two

45) Do you always read Friendster bulletins?
used to not anymore

46) Do you like funny or serious people better?
depends on the situation

47) Ever been to L.A.?
no...i plan to go

48) Did you eat a cookie today?
nope

49) What are you thinking right now?
about someone and tomorrow

50) Tag 6 people in your list.

i) Yuyi
ii) yoke han
iii) pei xia iv) carmen Khong
v) Carmen Tan
vi) Divya