Thursday, January 03, 2008

Latest Update

i know i havent been blogging much ever since the hols started ... mostly just putting pics up and thats that. i know i have been lazy these past few weeks. and well wanting a break from it all, but its actually barely a break cause now tomorrow i have to go back to SCHOOL ! which in these years means uni to be more exact. I cant believe that i am starting uni already. time really passes so past. i mean the year just rushed through itself. i baarely felt that i consumed the year 2007 fully.
looking back yes i have gained more friends and memories in the past year i was in Queensland , Australia, yet i cannot go back to those happy times. i have to leave and start over. Adjusting to a new place, new environment, new people.... kinda fed up with the feeling of adjusting again but i guess that is life you would always have to do it, and in my case not think too much of whats going to happen the next day. i am still sensitive as a person. Matured a lot in many people's opinion. but i still have a long way to go ...
on the 2nd of jan, i met up with a few friends. like Marie , Charis, the twins ( Serena & Samantha ) . we stayed at home for lunch then decided to make our way over to midvalley. we explored the gardens , found out movie tickets were so expensive there. then we walked around basically aimlessly around the mall. i had my craving for starbucks satisfied when i sat down to drink the ice blended toffee. it was so enriching. met up with an old friend of mine as well. Loong Wai. he well hasnt seen me in three years and in midst of those years can still hover an affection for me. i do wonder how a person can survive.... all he did was just kept in touch with me online whenever i came on msn. messged me on my phone whenever i am back in malaysia. observing all the dates that were significant in my life. that was just pure brilliance ! i am shock beyond words ! or maybe i am just too flattered that a guy can like me for so long
but this will lead to another difficult decision on whether i should give him that chance of going out with me. i feel pity for him for waititng for me so long and still waitting . but at the same time i am entering a whole new wide horizon of guys and of course new friends as well. although i will never leave the old ones behind. especially you guys ( gang ) .... treasure you guys friendship forever, dont matter the distance .
i finished the six hours driving lecture thing ... thank goodness it was so long winded i was afraid i might die halfway( sleep ) . now just waitting for my L s.
reminising of the past as usual of ole me ... guess thats all i have to write today ... til next entry

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