langkawi and other updates

well what can i say about this trip ... it was just weird overall ....

really mixed emotions about it

first of all it just couldnt stop raining for some reason ... and it really dampen my spirits .... i felt so lost and lonely eventhough i had my family and my extended family

thats why i said i hate hanging out with big group of people ... i really feel out of place...

lets see ... good things about this trip oculd just be listed

1. firstly the view outside my chalet was breathtaking

2. they had internet connection in my chalet

3. i got to spend time with cousins which i dont see or talk often to

4. gotten to know some cousins better

5. spent time with my nephews . they are so cute ! made me grew some muslces from carrying them everywhere lol !

6. ate good seafood.

i guess thats about what is good bout this trip

the bad side has too much of it to be written but ill write part of it

firstly somehow or rather everyone was getting on everyone's nerves which was so bloody annoying and nobody could agree on things to do.

mum had to bring in discussions which really touched sensitive points and somehow or rather one aunt was really touchy and weepy for some reason. it gets irritating after a while . i mean i am not here to preach ... cause i wasnt well off either , was really sensitive to a lot of things ... broke down a few times and retreated into myself a lot and didnt talk.

man could analyse all my family members and was really weird to see all the different characters.

iteniary for the whole trip was basically ruined because of the rain. but thank GOD that saturday was bright and sunny for one day and we managed to go island hopping

we got to go to the Pregnant lady lake .... hehe they say if you are a single women who wants to concieve you should drink the water there and you would .... as it was cursed by this immortal women who wanted to marry this human and they had a child but the child died.

then we went to watch and eagle feeding which was so brilliant ! they were swooping at our sides. they were so majestic . i loved the white belly eagles.

then i went fishing for the very first time ! hehe ! it was pretty boring actually ... i really dont have the patience to feel when a fish bite eventhough they were many. i caught two , one baby garupa, and another small fish which name i dont know of.

in the same afternoon we went on cable cars up into the mountains ! which was really scary i mean the angle of which it was going up , but the end of it was a beautiful view that you would never have expected ! it felt as if we werent even in malaysia anymore .... the view was seirously breathtaking i took a few pics ... ill uplaod them another day .

we came back on sunday night , dont know how or what happened but i felt a sharp headache on the plane . the kind that was unbearable! didnt tell anyone about it just beared with it . reached home at around 9 . couzs asked me to go out drinking with them . we went went to The Social in Bangsar which was next to hush. i had a mojito. conversations that night were deep and mostly about life and making decisions.

but they really did attack me a whole lot about my decision to go to UK ( as in i didnt want to ). sigh dig and dig ... two out of the three couzs now know the whole picture of why i didnt want to exactly go. we came back at around 2 something

talked with a guy couz until 4.30 am . serious discussions continued further.

this morning chun wei woke me up at 11 something as he and i were going out later jut to meet up .

we had vietanmese for lunch which beef noodle were great ! and we watched death race .

the cars ....

the main cast

Jammison Ammes and Case

Hennessy and Coach

would say the the movie was really predictable , a typical hollywood film . apart from the fact they used a women as the bad guy in very much a guy's sport .