HyPeD EmOtIoNs: August 2008

Sunday, August 31, 2008

langkawi pics 2008

Sis, Ke xian , Ke ying

A better pic

The view of Pregnant Lady lake

Isnt it beautiful ?

I could look at it forever ... its so pretty

Aunty Lay Teck & sis

My couz Adrian and his son Alden

My aunt Lay Teck

Dad !

Sis & Couz Ke xian

Uncle James & Couz Kevin

Smiling Uncle James

My couz Kev

Getting Frustrated in the restaurant ! ( seriously a fight of words broke out )

My little Nephew - Alden

Saturday, August 30, 2008

emo is currently my middle name !

( i feel other people's emotions too, something which i am not very pleased of )

every single day i feel so blah whenever i wake up from my bed .

Thanks Carmen darling for lifting my spirits ... i really needed the time spent with you ! it made me a whole lot happier from the situation that i am going through .

(p.s. still frustrated over it and i really want it to go more smoothly)

well i update this post with some pics

20th August post exams & Bbq party

Yu wen !

Sunita camwhoring

Yoke han

Yin Yen on Chia Boon

Evon, Yin yen , Chia boon , Yoke han , Bin Hui

eating dinner

Anita, Sunita, , Pei Xia, Joe Ryui Bynn

the usual girls - Sunita, Pei Xia, Anita, Lamia

Yee Lin, Bin Hui, Chia Boon, Evon

Pei Xia & Anita

The gang going crazy

Nicole

Plain Ole me

Sate , David, Pei Xia, Sunita

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

acquaintance

You came into existence

at the most unexpected time

at the height of all the

stress and resistance.

we barely knew each other

yet there is that comfort

i feel

that i needed be no other

when i am with you

its certainly the wrong timing

and the wrong place

but my heart would not listen

and part from this yearning

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

langkawi and other updates

well what can i say about this trip ... it was just weird overall ....

really mixed emotions about it

first of all it just couldnt stop raining for some reason ... and it really dampen my spirits .... i felt so lost and lonely eventhough i had my family and my extended family

thats why i said i hate hanging out with big group of people ... i really feel out of place...

lets see ... good things about this trip oculd just be listed

1. firstly the view outside my chalet was breathtaking

2. they had internet connection in my chalet

3. i got to spend time with cousins which i dont see or talk often to

4. gotten to know some cousins better

5. spent time with my nephews . they are so cute ! made me grew some muslces from carrying them everywhere lol !

6. ate good seafood.

i guess thats about what is good bout this trip

the bad side has too much of it to be written but ill write part of it

firstly somehow or rather everyone was getting on everyone's nerves which was so bloody annoying and nobody could agree on things to do.

mum had to bring in discussions which really touched sensitive points and somehow or rather one aunt was really touchy and weepy for some reason. it gets irritating after a while . i mean i am not here to preach ... cause i wasnt well off either , was really sensitive to a lot of things ... broke down a few times and retreated into myself a lot and didnt talk.

man could analyse all my family members and was really weird to see all the different characters.

iteniary for the whole trip was basically ruined because of the rain. but thank GOD that saturday was bright and sunny for one day and we managed to go island hopping

we got to go to the Pregnant lady lake .... hehe they say if you are a single women who wants to concieve you should drink the water there and you would .... as it was cursed by this immortal women who wanted to marry this human and they had a child but the child died.

then we went to watch and eagle feeding which was so brilliant ! they were swooping at our sides. they were so majestic . i loved the white belly eagles.

then i went fishing for the very first time ! hehe ! it was pretty boring actually ... i really dont have the patience to feel when a fish bite eventhough they were many. i caught two , one baby garupa, and another small fish which name i dont know of.

in the same afternoon we went on cable cars up into the mountains ! which was really scary i mean the angle of which it was going up , but the end of it was a beautiful view that you would never have expected ! it felt as if we werent even in malaysia anymore .... the view was seirously breathtaking i took a few pics ... ill uplaod them another day .

we came back on sunday night , dont know how or what happened but i felt a sharp headache on the plane . the kind that was unbearable! didnt tell anyone about it just beared with it . reached home at around 9 . couzs asked me to go out drinking with them . we went went to The Social in Bangsar which was next to hush. i had a mojito. conversations that night were deep and mostly about life and making decisions.

but they really did attack me a whole lot about my decision to go to UK ( as in i didnt want to ). sigh dig and dig ... two out of the three couzs now know the whole picture of why i didnt want to exactly go. we came back at around 2 something

talked with a guy couz until 4.30 am . serious discussions continued further.

this morning chun wei woke me up at 11 something as he and i were going out later jut to meet up .

we had vietanmese for lunch which beef noodle were great ! and we watched death race .

the cars ....

the main cast

Jammison Ammes and Case

Hennessy and Coach

would say the the movie was really predictable , a typical hollywood film . apart from the fact they used a women as the bad guy in very much a guy's sport .

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

content

well you could say that i am pretty much content in my life .... pretty much every aspect of my life since emotionally i have been fulfilled .

went out with a few friends from july intake yesterday which i had the greatest time of my life ! i could be just myself and didnt even have to act different at all .... it was all pretty natural.... i had a fantastic day .

Hong Yee and I

the Group of us that went out together ( Geetha, Dhya, Hong Yee, me and Sam)

i am almost done with exams which is a good thing i guess stress levels are going to go down soon .... yipeee !!!

Friday, August 08, 2008

Wishes !!

hey all ... just been studying loads in the library ... from 9-5 everyday ... since this week is study week .
Monday is the start of the horrors !!!

but i take this opportunity to wish everyone the best of luck ! and study hard ! i am sure everyone will do fine .... pray hard !

( lol pretty amusing today ... since i met a guy version of me ...... hehe XD )

Monday, August 04, 2008

just some nonsense

haha ... well dream updates again lol

this time were two guys in my life .

first dream was that sate saved me from a dtich and carried me to the hospital XD .... a bit dramatic dont you think ?

next dream was with another guy that most of you dont know where we were just spending time walking on a sidewalk and came by a tree and were talking random stuff ... come to think of it i hardly remembered any details of that dream ....

last thursday had to go to Cargo area to collect a box from the airport . it had arrived form Aussie ... man ! Dont ever go there ! its chaotic .... its so huge and long .... and so many procedures to go through in order to just get a box. if i hadnt had a car i would have died .... which in the beginning i didnt since i went there with my maid by bus. ... i got sent everywhere cause people wasnt sure and also ended up getting conned by a taxi driver sending me to lcct instead of the kargo area... stupid fellar ! it cost me RM 40 . why did the buildings of the cargo and the custom had to be so far .... its just a bloody waste of time travelling up and down four times to get all the clearance done . met a US couple who came to collect their cats ... imagine they paid RM 6000 for them to fly to malaysia .... thats just crazy ... but oh well it happens when you are a pet lover. i went there at 2 and only came back at 11 pm ..... man what a waste of time!

oo friday was pretty much alright nothing unusual ... chun wei came and we hanged a little . :) ... lol ..... shant give any other details

spent some quality time with sate on saturday after class. i enjoyed it ... thanks sate. we should really do that more often . at least we had some meaningful conversations XD and i got to know more about you . although we did talk about weird stuff like death ... hehe dont know what made us start talking about that topic .

guess thats it

xoxo