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hey guys i know i havent been blogging for a while just seem to be pretty busy this week. have my two last exams . in fact just had one today . i am freaking tired ...from the lack of sleep . there is nothing much to blog about really apart from the fact that i have been studying loads.

after my paper on last thursday decided to take a break for the day and went round to sengenhydd to meet up with a few people. hannah machin and i spent the afternoon catching up and went round to the art gallery . the orginal blue lady that has been hosted in ths particular art gallery has now gone on tour. it was really sunny that day so we basked in the sun on the lawn area just outside the musuem. later after dinner which i made a fantastic roast chicken with cauliflower cheese i hopped over to jacqueline's house . this would be my first time going over to her place after this whole year which is awesome. she was on the top floor of H block in sengenhydd . Rownie came along too and we started chatting happily. love the good times with girlfriends . they were so sweet to walk me home too which they didnt have to but they did.

the musuem area.

although on the spur of the moment on saturday, me and audrey decided to take a trip to birstol . not bad getting tickets by bus for just 9 pounds both ways. it was great and all having it been sunny and all me and audrey did was relaxed by shopping the entire day . bought 3 items - lasenza underwear ( shared the 5 for 12 pounds wth audrey ), a overalls dress from miss selfridge, and a pair of sneakers from new look which i truly love .ended with a dinner with my cousin who is currently at university of Bristol doing her final year of law. it was great to see you again couz !

well woke up on sunday morning feeling rubbish, even after church didnt feel at all better . was just thinking loads about him that day and it really pulled my esteem down. thought about him to the point i just couldnt take it anymore and decided to text him. he did reply until the very next day . which did make me feel slightly better but crap at the same time. he somehow doesnt understands how much he meant to me. but i bet he is trying to sort things out in his private life hopefully.....

audrey and mua

blogging more about my recent new found addicted activity .its pretty bad and i definitely would have to cut down on it .... seeeing as my bank account money just flying away without really know where its going . * drum roll *......... its ebay ! ebaying here is great its reliable and trustable and to date i have had 8 items . i really need to put it more under control next year.

oh and another ! i am tuned in to Britains got talent ! every single day of the week now ! its so amazing to see the talent they have in britain! flawless amazing dance group , diversity ( interesting choreography ) , Shaheen Jafargholi( am rooting for him because he is my friend's cousin ) , shaun smith ( the hot guy, who is 17 , who sings really well) , stravros and flately ( the funny greek dancers ) and finally the overally rated Susan Boyle. gonna be watching another round of it tonight ... hehe cant wait

before i go .... recently i have had two weird dreams ... involving two murders which freaked the hell out of me . one had a buffet which we all ended up drinkng two people's blood and the chefs aim from the start was to find these two people and kill them and the next dream had me and my extended famly running away from killing someone in a car

anywayz to end this entry , here is a pic of the view outside my window . you wouldnt expect wales to be this sunny eh ?

peace y'all.

a week and more

time for another entry ...

i am way bored out of my mind right now studying land law .... the cases just wouldnt stick into my brain. i dont know how i am going to survive on monday. maybe ill pull an all nighter on sunday who knows.

allow me to just blab a lil about my week .this week has been pretty intense with studying but at the same time my social life was once in its open . as i had a weeks time to spare to study for one subject so i decided to let go a lil .

been spending time at audrey's more cause i really do find the engineering library very comfortable to study in . and not only that theheating hasbeen permanently turned off since spring has arrived but its still soooooo cold . somehow audrey's hall seems warmer. i had the excitting privellege to cook for two of audrey'a housemates . seemed that they both enjoyed it.

Fun Fact : the egg box i bought from tesco and left in audrey's all had double yolks in it ... we were so lucky .... its like we struck gold . heres a picture of our fascination : lol

there was one night staying over at aud's place i think it was monday where we all just let go after exams and well played twister ... unfortunately i had a cold then so i couldnt really bend upside down wouldnt want my flu to be running everywhere . but it was hillarious to see them battling out each other . laura and gary were exceptionally funny . plus there were many a times that gary did try to hit on aud .... could definitely see that he likes her ... hopefully he does make amore significant move to get her attention . shes a stubborn bull who would only go out with a guy if shes been asked .

Ed

laura & gary

gary

well from tuesday to wednesday i had pure luxury of staying in town with one of my friends . she has a posh apartment next to the capitol which was freaking awesome. it was just like staying in a hotel . i felt so pampered . she seriously has loads to splash. i really did make full use of her sky tv. watched loads of tv programmes .and well had the privellege of studying on a sofa which was absolutely comfortable. i got to eat nasi lemak with sambal too which she cooked. really did feel at home there and was very refreshed the next day .

wednesday rolled round , woke up and left illy's house at 11 cause needed to head to sainsburys and by pure luck, fate or whatever you called it , i met my dear olly , who previous night text me to asked me to go for a gig with him that night. there was a lil misunderstanding on being to lovey dovey in our text,wouldnt blame him to think that way , i can be pretty flirtatious. felt a jolt of excitement leaped in me when i saw him . it really made my day. it was funny that he was shopping for ingrediants to make spaghetti bolognese, didnt really know what to get so i guided him along the way.

had lunch at Xiu mei's house with martina . i decided to try out the bbq, curry powder recipe for the chicken ( thanks div , i still remember the recipe you gave ) . it was delicious . we had a salad and baked potaotes on the side ... yummy ..... it was then down to solid work and doing my laundry at the same time. went out to dinner with Dr Corrie at Tenkaichi seeing as she hasnt tried japanese before ... so i introduced her to the food . she loved it, and the conversations we had were great. in a way yes you could say shes is sort of like my surrogated grandmother in cardiff and i am honoured to have one who is her.

not too long then 10 rolled round which i then walked to olly's to walk to town . the gig was aparently held at rococos . i had a malibu and olly had two carlings. i shared some of olly's carling as well .the gig turned out to be great. the band was called bluegrass and had two members.one played the double bass and the other was a guitarist who occasionally tapped on the base drum. they played the 1930s american music which was great. a few to name was dont know why by norah jones, the bare-necessities in the disney movie the jungle book, some old welsh song for rugby, johnny cash songs . i totally enjoyed myself and olly's company .

Bluegrass

thursday i had lunch with louisa hocking at the pot up crwys road. this cafe is really small but yet they served such authentic food and shakes . well worth the prices too ! we were both trying to get to know each other better since we have been postponing it since before easter . but it was great having to get to know more about her life and she'll still be in cardiff next year .... yay ! means i can spend more time with her .....

yesterday pretty much had a study day at home ... with andre taking me out to dinner at an indian restaurant down city road. ended up sitting in the exact same table the last time i went there with andrew . but yeah andre and i went into complaining modes since we both love doing that when we talk to each other . we let it all out since neither of us would judge each other . andre is someone whom i could dish out all the dirts and he would hear me out and i do the same for him. afterwards i decided i needed to get out so i went over to his place and he had two other friends over lynn and ariff for a study group ... which was pretty distracting but oh well it was good fun hanging out with them. you wouldnt guess where i ended up ... i ended up sleeping next door in hannah's flat which she willingly made a bed on the floor for me . it was good for me to spend time with her seeing as we havent been catching up much . somehow i still feel a slight jealousy for her though and her current bf . ( they started the same time i did but are still going strong whereas mine isnt ) this is a personal battle that i have been trying to push away to not let it get in the way of our friendship . i am trying but its difficult.

and here i am on a saturday writting down what the past week has been . oooo almost forgot, slight opening up session with my housemate gaz as he was telling me about his worries for his course , and what to do next . i would say that was great seeing that i was more needed and he wouldnt push me away to depend on his own feet .

guess thats all i have to say for now ... a bit panicky for my land law exam on monday ... pray hard and wish me luck !

the week

hey people ,

hypergal here has been settling back into cardiff .. been back for a week now ...sorry guys from not updating asap . just had to get my rhythm back .

i flew on the 28th and arrived on the29th . on the plane there was an old lady hyperventalating next to me which was pretty freaky ... she could have died ... but i guess she just had trouble breathing and the flight attendants had to attend to her with oxygen tanks and :( i had to get out of my seat for that. think it was roughly half an hour. besides that all was well. i managed to explore amsterdam airport for 4 hours . i think i walked the whole airport. was pretty interesting. the wed i touched down at 10 am in the morning and called a few people to catch up on. was feeling a lil rubbish so i called one of my best gurl friends and she just told me to do whatever i wanted . so in fact the one thing i wanted to do most was to go and see him.

the meeting was just plain weird. first of all he had the weirdest haircut to date, done by hiis housemate. he was hungover from sustainaball the previous night. i am glad he made effort to see me though.... eventhough it was only freaking 40 min or so. cause at 2.40 he was like i really need to go work .... in my head i was thinking you havent seen me for a freaking month and you cant even spare me an hour. madesmall talk in the kitchen a lil on the way out ... and in midst of it he reached out to hug me so i hugged him back and he certainly didnt want to let go . then at the door i gave him encouragement for his work and wanted to pat his back but instead i got hugged again . i am not going to lie it did felt nice ... but it just made me even more confuse.

i have been thinking loads about it this week. in fact i got "scolded " by three guys this week that i should move on . thanks to one guy in particular who made me realized and come to my senses.
seeing as he put himself in my guy's shoes and said he has been there and done that before ... and it helps that he is english as well so it makes more sense ....;)

stayed with audrey during the weekend which was great since i managed to get some serious studying done and spent time with her.i discovered that the engineering library is really comfortable to study in ! seeing as its new and all... the desks are all so modern and white .... got to know austin and gary better and yeah they are an interesting bunch of people.austin was one of the guys who lectured me about my situation and his black accents all came out ... you know the ones where in the olden days the black old women used it to nag the younger ones ...i love it it was so funny .

stayed with audrey until tuesday .then from tuesday to wed i stayed with sonia in abedare hall.. seriously i thnk abedare hall can be pretty depressing i am glad i dont stay there . the old feeling of it just made me more depress ... but guess i could help her out from being lonely . it might be the reason that i associate there with the fact that in december i was really sick and i was staying there for a week plus . oh well it was a good two days of studying in the library downstairs.

was in law school the whole afternoon getting work done which was great ... although there was an irritating guy next to me who kept walking around every 15 to 30 min or so .... which got pretty annoying. oh well hopefully he did managed to get some criminal law done....

talked to div on facebook about it and yeah we are both going through similar stuff and we both decided to be strong together through this tough situation .

Christian Union at night was enriching cause the worship was great and it made me realized how much more i have to live for rather than sulking about my situation . the topic that night was patience .... there was a point about being patient with people ... it struck me and made me confused a lil on whether i should be more patient with tim ... but then again i need to make myself happy and be content with myself .


overall hypergal is moving on... slowly and surely .... cause i finally realized that i need someone who can cater more to my needs .... and she finally admits that she isnt guilty anymore and is content of being single .