heya readers of my blog,
just here to say that Hypergal is going back to malaysia at the 17:35 flight from cardiff to malaysia
will be arriving at 15:00 on tuesday .
wahay !!!!! Malaysia here i come !
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Time
7 years ago
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
a gurlz night out
my dear olly 
Anna and Bing
Bing and Martina
Xiu mei and Mua
Xiu Mei and Bing i have something to blog about how amazing...
last night Xiu mei's household decided to have a girl's night out and well we had a huge dinner and later on we had drinks
let me list down the drinks we had :
4 bottles of white wine
one vodka shot each
and foster beers ( prolly each of us had one , cause we shared it among ourselves)
starting off with the wine at home and then we went to the welsh club at 12. which was really fun the club was really small and it was pretty comfortable.
i got a stamp on my left hand now stating CLWB IFOR BACH ILAWR which is in welsh not really sure whether it was the club's name though.
the five of us girls - Martina, Anna , Bing, Xiu Mei and me . we were all happily dancing on the dance floors. even some of us girls managed to pick up guys .... hehe including me ....
even met up with a really good friend Oliver Ludlow in the same club . Fate i tell you ! i really wanted to meet him and i got to spend a bit of time with him in the club ..... good ole mate gonna miss you when i am back in malaysia for a month ....
anywayz a bg thank you gurls for a wonderful night out ... i think i really needed it after all the circumstances that was happening to me for the past month.
guess thats all for now.
Rock on people !
Monday, March 23, 2009
rant on
i know its been ages since i updated my blog and i am sorry to those who have been expecting something from me to be written.
if you knew my whole situation you would understand why i havent been in the mood to write . i know people say that when you feel down in emotions you should write it to make it feel better but seriously i had no mood to face my dear little ole blog.
the emotions that i have been feeling for the past few weeks have been really complicated. you could say that it is too hard for a 19 year old like me to understand. i have been trying to take this as maturedly as possible but break down at the slightest things that reminded me of the times i had with him.
i know that the both of us had learnt a lot from this short stint of a relationship and we both care a lot for each other . to put it spiritually , God has taught me a lot in this too. i learnt how to be humble to summit to someone and to depend more on myself instead of living up to other people expectations. why didnt this relationship continue you may ask? just to put it in exact words like he said ... we are both on different pars and levels of expectations for a relationship and it will never come to the same level. he in fact is less matured in some ways and i am in my ways which would never be compatible to each other.
I have been thinking loads about this that at times my brain just felt that it wanted to explode. it really has been too hard on my frail body . i lost sleep , i cried my eyes out and even yelled at the top of my lungs . my housemates, who normally dont really care about me were even shock and well came to my aid and were there for me .
from one discussion with a a friend we have discovered that asian values towards friendship and the british values are different. british people not to offend anyone are well not willing to go out all the way for a person and care, not as much as an asian anyway . i mean yeah there are those asian which can be selfish too . but seriously people it was a really touching experience when some brisith people went all out for me and were there to support me . i nearly cried and was really touched ... especially when my ex tried to change and open up to me . that feeling is really indescribable.
overall i do not regret in any way that i was in that relationship as it was a really interesting experience . as quotes say ... life would be boring without the ups and downs.
i guess thats about what i have to rant on til next time ;)
if you knew my whole situation you would understand why i havent been in the mood to write . i know people say that when you feel down in emotions you should write it to make it feel better but seriously i had no mood to face my dear little ole blog.
the emotions that i have been feeling for the past few weeks have been really complicated. you could say that it is too hard for a 19 year old like me to understand. i have been trying to take this as maturedly as possible but break down at the slightest things that reminded me of the times i had with him.
i know that the both of us had learnt a lot from this short stint of a relationship and we both care a lot for each other . to put it spiritually , God has taught me a lot in this too. i learnt how to be humble to summit to someone and to depend more on myself instead of living up to other people expectations. why didnt this relationship continue you may ask? just to put it in exact words like he said ... we are both on different pars and levels of expectations for a relationship and it will never come to the same level. he in fact is less matured in some ways and i am in my ways which would never be compatible to each other.
I have been thinking loads about this that at times my brain just felt that it wanted to explode. it really has been too hard on my frail body . i lost sleep , i cried my eyes out and even yelled at the top of my lungs . my housemates, who normally dont really care about me were even shock and well came to my aid and were there for me .
from one discussion with a a friend we have discovered that asian values towards friendship and the british values are different. british people not to offend anyone are well not willing to go out all the way for a person and care, not as much as an asian anyway . i mean yeah there are those asian which can be selfish too . but seriously people it was a really touching experience when some brisith people went all out for me and were there to support me . i nearly cried and was really touched ... especially when my ex tried to change and open up to me . that feeling is really indescribable.
overall i do not regret in any way that i was in that relationship as it was a really interesting experience . as quotes say ... life would be boring without the ups and downs.
i guess thats about what i have to rant on til next time ;)
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
heart slices
our hearts made as a whole
each day pieces are affected
happy or sad
they come and go
the drama of it all
when it doesnt work out
the way you want it to
making you tremble and fall
a slice has been cut
right out of that space
from your reasons
there was no way to rebutt
you, in fact ripped that slice
crushed and tred upon it
without the slightest care
there is nothing you can do now to repay the price....
each day pieces are affected
happy or sad
they come and go
the drama of it all
when it doesnt work out
the way you want it to
making you tremble and fall
a slice has been cut
right out of that space
from your reasons
there was no way to rebutt
you, in fact ripped that slice
crushed and tred upon it
without the slightest care
there is nothing you can do now to repay the price....
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