letting go

with this sullen day
passing by
all my thoughts
are focused, just thinking about you

i still query
were we an accident?
was it just for fun ?
werent they treasure memories, we cant just be over and done?

no matter how hard i try
i just cant let go
i know you want me to try harder
but its tearing me apart inside, killing my soul

am sitting on a fence
beng pulled apart
i wish it would mak emore sense
that we never had to depart.