that strong feeling in you

hey ,

just felt like adding a post ... so well these few days just been feeling all weird inside me i mean like i am misisng something and i feel a twitch in my body . I need to get rid of it if i dont i dont know what ill do with it when i am in Australia man ill go wild and that is deifnitely a negative point. I have to control !!!! i have to control !!!!

i have to do sports to get rid of it if not well i am forever going to feel his way ...
i think part of the reason why i feel this way is cause my sis didnt need to do anything in camp and well all the guys are like coming after her whereas for me i interacted with them and did a lot of stuff still there doesnt seem to be a connection ... why does she get it so easy and i have to get it always the hard way ?..... i needed to let it off my chest it is really bugging me .... i cant have a decent guy come after me ... all the guys that come after me are like off the street whistling which i dont need their attention ... TECHNICALLY I DONT KNOW THEM !!!! whereas my sis has like people she knows coming after her ... i want to attract the right attention not the wrong one ..... i havent even heard from well someone decent that they actually like me( guys) ... ARRRGGGHHH!!

I dont want to go crazy ... i want to be sane ... but how .... the pressure is building ,.,,, i cant hold myself any longer ,help is what i need !!!!! i am about to breakdown !.... i want to let it go and let it fly away but it seems to be trap inside me

PDL camp

well i havent been around guys ... cause iw as at this Personal development leadership camp

first ill start with the place , we practically stayed in just one shop lot and it looks like prison there arent many windows at all .... they practically treated us like prisoners there which is well for our own good but in another way it looks really bad

well i was appointed room leader the first day ,had mei kyi, joanna, trina in my room ... they all are very nice girls and almost every night we just gossiped so much and were very talkative. then well i was also appointed study group leader.. cause we had a test on the second day and some of us failed but eventhough you passed yous till get scolded by the trainers and not lightly either very harshly ..... then for well the song i also had to be head conductor of the song and well my group's song got chosen to be sang at this camp which was cool

then we went through a lot of sessions... mostly were just talks ... which some were useful and the rest were kinda boring... bthe more interesting things about it were the ones that totally provoked you and well change you and you start to cry ... besides that girls always had to sit in between two guys since there werent many girls

this was the part i most like and i got to know more guys ... eventhough i was the oldest there ... yen sern well the sensitive guy who really touched me on how he acts towards a women really like a good gentleman although he well doesnt speak english well but we clicked i guess and interesitng to say is that well we just feel comfortable with each other...and i totally symphatize with him when he was sick and all ... poor guy ! then there is chi seng the funny and outgoing guy who is a bit like a lala guy ... but he is very helpful and very friendly and we were mostly awake in the sessions because of him then he also helped me out with tutoring people and well i encouraged him a lot during the camp also, we talked a lot.then there was yong yew he was so sweet i mean he was willing to help me coach gan when i needed someone and well he was willing also to give five bucks for the little boy's reward,then there is sexy women guy he is really sweet also and knows how to treat a lady and well he can be sick but thats what makes him very funny and likeable, divesh the very funny indian guy although quite conservative but his personality was nice and very easy to talk to also... then there was chong khin yew well he is a very amusable guy and very friendly eventhough from a far you see him to be very shy ... but he turned out to be the best chit chatter with besides chi seng... then there was ken ... he was just well friendly and i could talk to but i didnt hang with him much and didnt sit with him either but well just the incident of askiing him for a panadol was the most that i talk to him just between us shi va well he was a funny guy but i didnt get to hang out with him either ... there were the sp brothers who at first everyone hate but eventually liked but i still didnt really like them cause well i had to teach one of them the personal confidence creed and he couldnt be bothered to do it and only memorized til the begining of the second paragraph.then there was this DJ guy whose surname was ngbut i cant remember his name he was nice and all and well we talked a little but just didnt feel the chemistry or real interest to talk to but when i get to know him better i am sure we will be better.

then well theres the girls, tang was really quiet but sweet but very easy to talk to , then there was marie who was very friendly and outgoing and well everyone clicked with her,then there was huey wen who is another quiet girl but extremely caring and sweet and you feel very relax talking to her then there was joanna who well very quiet but when talk she is very funny ... trina the rebellious girl but well a great achiever, then well me and tee geok swan clicked very well and we have this conneciton where we can share things with each other ..so i like her the most

i think overall this camp did help me a lot i learnt studying techniques and welll motivators and also finally love and relationships.... i want to be better and well and i am inspired to as well ....
i willbecome a better person and well suceed in life

PERSONAL CONFIDENCE CREED

I beleive in myself. I believe in my family. I believe in my school.I believe in those who work with me. I believe in my successful friends. I believe in my country.

I believe that God will lend me everything that i need to suceed when i do my best to earn it through faithful and honest work. I believe i will be patient with other people and tolereant with those who do not believe as i do.

I believe that success is the result of intelligent effort and doe not depend on luck or copying in examinations. I believe i will get out of life exactly what i put into it .

Therefor, I will be careful to conduct myself towards others, as I would want them to act towards me. I will not slander those whom i do not like. I will not slight my work no matter what I may see others doing.

I will do the best work work of which I am capable because i have pledged myself to succeed in life and i know that successis always the result of conscientious and efficient effort,Finally, I forgivethose who offend me because i realise i shall sometimes offend others and I will need their forgiveness.

techniques like SQ3R very helpful in studies then SPEED ON also very helpful in life

I WILL DO IT MY WAY !!!!

dreams

well today has been a real bore ... besides the fact there was Jusco member day today... plain chaotic i could barely stand straight ... its so hot in there and its suppose to be an air-conditioned place...funny thing was i bought everything green today apart from the shoes for Aussie... i got a pair of green surfer shorts, an army pants for sis, and a green sweater for mum.

then well came home ... watch two movies ...daddy day care and Take the Lead .....

Have you ever felt that you really want to something really badly ... i really want to dance ballroom i admire those people who do it so well ... i imagine myself to be one of those girls flying on the dance floor... swaying to the waltz, shaking to the rumba or fox trot , being intimidate in the tango .... i do hope i will get the cahnce someday .... i feel a feeling that i cant describe whenever i dance .... i feel i can let go of everything whenever i dance ...

dreams ... can they come true?

early birthday celebration

hey guys,
am back with this entry
today well overall was just a normal day at home besides the fact that tomorrow its my birthday. I studied my IELTS english today and well i did ok i think ... I mean i did listening and writing so its fine
had a pre celebration with my family one day earlier than my birthday, we went to Miss Read to have dinner a simple celebration ...i had duck confetti spagethini , mum had cabonara spaghetini, dad and mei had lamb masala... we had the chocolate brownie with chocolate sauce and vanilla ice cream ... that turned out to be my bithday cake and had one candle on top for me to blow.

then well on the 14th all i had was just Yui over to hang out.... we were learning languages she learnt a bit of chinese and I a bit of japanese.... then we had lunch at home and begin to play with her ps2 she brought... we first played Final Fantasy 12 then i lost so we played Naruto fighthing game i won this time :) ..... i guess thats it ... i got 12 messages, 3 phone calls,16 messages online,4 gifts ... but i dont know whether ill get more we shall see ....

i guess thats all i have to say for n0w... still next time .... peace

lonely times without friends

hey guys
just bored so i decided to blog ....
well heres whats happening to me now:
i am currently attending a course called IELTS which is an english course and its extremely specific ... the whole course is just about following and listening and focus... the woman teahcing us also keep repeat can get sick and tirted of her but well there was another teacher who taught us on tuesday which well even though she repeats she seems to repeat it in a different way

well besides that just well been thinking a lot about him ...its irritating that well i wont be able to see for long now ... i only get to see him occsionally whenever something comes up like an event or something.... and well loads of people are telling me that i shouldnt care about him anymore cause well he doesnt even take the decency to want to keep in contact with me... i dont want to lose him as a friend though cause well he is just nice and well people are all analyzing with me that he is just a friend and sometimes not even worth it to beyour friend as he doesnt call or sms to ask me how i am ...sigh ....dont know what to do anymore .... just well almost drifting everyday and well ... nowadays friends are scarce as well as they are all busy

sad thing is i have to be alone on my birthday this year and only with my family and well i dun think i am going to get much presents from people this year either.....sigh ... well i guess thats all i have to bear with it

thats all for now

hectic sunday

hey people
just bored and decided to write my blog
on saturday i didnt do much at all
then on sunday was quite a hectic day for me
first it started with church
then after church i went out for breakfast with jee leng... which was great cause we got to rebond with each other and catch up with one another ... trying to resolve some issues
then well right after that went to attend a talk at SIB .... First we went through a brief course of event managing which three groups get to plan an event... my group got to plan a fund raising dinner to riase funds for an orphanage....we did pretty well i guess i did stumble a bit during the presentation but i think we did pretty ok ...Then Jayne wong came to speak to us about using performing arts in evangelism... she was pretty witty and well it was interesting on how she presented it ... we even got to know more about ourselves evaluating our finished and unfinished goals and the people in my life who affect me ....
then right after that i went for community night at my church .... the topic was where is God when it hurts... we sang a few hyms... then there was some testimonies and finally Mr Eric curtain spoke and it was pretty touching ..... but the main purpose why i came for the service was causeone of my friends was getting baptised ... May lim ....

i take this opportunity to congratulate her for taking her step and well am really proud of her ...

well after that day i fell sick and now i got a cold ... andwell trying to get rid of it fast ..... and well when you are sick you tend to think a lot more about people especially those who are close to you .... i have epsecially been thinking a lot about him .. almost every minute of the day i am thinking about him ... and ways i can get to him .... all girls hope that the ones they truely love will eventually come to them but that case rarely comes true as well the guys go for another girl...this is the case over here ... i dont think he even pays attention to me he doesnt realize it at all in this sense you could say he is blur but well i cant blame him cause well i dont even show my ture feelings to him ... basically tell him he means a lot to me as a friends but i can never say how i truely feel .......
My love for you has lingered in my heart , a pain , a feeling that never goes away . No matter what i do to push it away , my love for you crawls and finds its way back into my heart .My nerves will never reject you no matter how hard i try, I allow you to tear me apart inside ... if i have to miserable just to feel your love thats how i will be always until i gain you someday.

emo

Back again

well i guess been kinda emo lately and just recently came back from camerons i really dont count that as a holiday cause almost every single moment i was miserable during that holiday... if it werent forme and my sis fighthing i would be thinking of him and how much he cares for me which isnt much ... i dont think he cares for me at all .... even our relationship as friends i begin to question it also ... what is he thinking?...I care for you deeply and i try to let go ... but you dont realize how much i hurt inside , i dont want to be a burden in your live and thats why i let you go .... everytime i think of you , it just tears me more inside... i will be never ever be able to tell you how exactly feel about you ........................

during this holiday , we partly learnt that well friendships dont last forever ... my dad and his friends from ipoh have now gone to a sour note not too sour but well we saw our differences and well we just see each other as we dont get along much as we used to anymore.

just another day feeling down

well another day

and as always there are up and downs and this day is well on the the down just well not well for me i got my piano theory results today and it didnt went well my mum went fanatic and was all over me yelling and shouting ... i hate that ... that means we cant talk at all and every thing is what she says all the time... and its the time of the month again and during this time i usually think more about how much i miss people and it gets me even down makes you feel lonlier and it adds up to everything i hate that when it happens and avoiding it is the hardest thing for me to overcome it

i cant always be pretneding to lok storng when i am actually crumbling inside and i hate when the emotion overload happens

thinkijng about him as always which is dumb cause i will never get him abnd he will never realize it at all .... looks like i got not much to write anymore and well besides that i got another interest in my life ... met him at thirty hour famine which well i guess still friends for now he seems to be a pretty interesting guy a look alike of sen wai only thing darker haha ... well i shall find out how this guy is like ....

thats all for today i guess ... til next entry

30 hour famine

i had a great weekend guys .... fast for children in crisis at thirty hour famine and well i went as a volunteer so i had more stuff to do .... had to carry heavy boxes ,do registration , handle participants luggageand , do crowd control ..... but at least volunteers have more privelleges i get to skip lectures and well go help out in the moving of stuff ....... so called lepaking haha just to well erhmmmm take care of the luggage room .....

met loads of people ... ,most of them are from help doing A levels there ... first there is chanel who well we clicked very well when we first met ... we are like good friends now and i found out she also lives in my neighbourhood so well i can spend more time with her cool !!!!!! another guy johnson also stays in my area .....thne there is jacqueline shes another cool girl very bubbly and funny eventhough she was quite tired she managed to stay her cool ... then i met up with some old friends ... two people from elc ... priyanka and dimple .... Bk people Daniel and Bryan....Sharon and Priscilla from girls camp ..... Su ming was there .... then Debbie also came ... i hugged her like crap .... she came late ....

joanne was another nice girl i met ... then Sharon and faith the two girls who were always together they were very nice and had fun hanging out with them ....

i didnt get to meet much guys this time around ..some included well Johnson , Richard, William, Kevin ,Ian, another William ( MC) ... the rest are all blur dunno them .....Richard looked exactly like sen wai only thing he was a bit shorter and darker .... he is slightly friendlier than sen wai also ... kinda admire him from distance at camp cause i thought he was good looking ... begining to like guys of a certain genre which look like sen wai kinda guys and personality ..... i guess learnt somethings from camp that eventhough am tired i had to give it up and do stuff .... and well makine sacrifices of sleep well cause the girls walked in and out of the room all the time and they didnt have a decency to shut the doors quietly ... just let them slam almnost every hour ... it was so irritating ... then loads of talking in the room and shifting stuff and in their sleeping bags was pretty annoying ....woke up at 6 12 but lazy to get out of bed as you didnt have to until 6 30 but eventually someone did wake me up from my bed and i had to wake chanel and well we were the last ones to leave the room

the seminars were pretty boring but well we covered a lot of stuff on children ... like learning about HIV & AIDS and well street children..... children in sexual acts , children in war , children in labour ... there was some workshops which were pretty interesting ;.... learning about discrimination and stigma and then we got to actually meet a HIV positive women fighthing for her rights and her kid also has HIV and also fighthing for acceptance in a normal school and finally the last workshop was preverntion forus to take precaution of HIV haha in that workshop we learnt to wear condoms also hehe .......

i guess thats all i can say for now pretty tired and well tired eating just now after famine just felt like throwing up am going to go to bed now ... ill write more soon

ciaoz
i guess thats all i have to say for the camp

Wait

hey everyone i am back with another update , well as usual just been hanging around in the house doing nothing much besides cooking for myself going online and watching tv. and well mum and dad have been acting up on me trying to act more reponsible and all... kinda getting sick and tired of it and well i feel that i am like a stranger in my house ... in my own house can you imagine ! well what to do i do have to listen to what they say in some ways but they dont seem to want to talk it out much .. mum is like i have to do it her way and all that

well all the preparations of my going to University of Queensland have been finalize and i am actually going there but there is still the problem on whether i'll be staying in the foundation house cause now i am on waitting list for that ... if not then i would have to stay in homestay which means i'll get to know more older people since ill be staying with them .i actually would prefer if i could stay in the foundation house ... it actually means that i have a bit more freedom and that i dont have an "adult supervision" and would be kinda stuck to my own room which they provide me with

well last weekend was kinda fun besides the fact that on friday the trains didn't work and well we had to walk all over KL to get my applications sorted and take taxis which cost me and my mum a bomb ... monorail which was suppose to be working didnt come for about half an hour also ..... very tired that day and well body aching all over the next morning especially my ankle on the right.

At night , i went to seh yung's house for his mooncake festival/birthday ... i had to go late since my parents also had another party to go to so i didn't complain to ask to be sent earlier ... i reached there about seven something and well most of everyone had finish dinner by then and well just waitting for a few to be done like me for example and well another girl came late too ... well i didn't eat much cause wasnt feeling very hungry and well we just talked and some guys were just playing the guitar for fun which sounded nice .. then at about 8.30 we sang the birthday song and cut cake which was nice CHOCOLATE.............mmmmmmmmmmm love it am very addicted to it CHOCOLATE LOVER.. the jellies were good too

Then at 9 something we went walking around section 17 with our lanterns it was pretty fun and well all of us joking around as we walk ...like yun hsi yelling out lantern down! someone died ! hahaha and we will all stop to wait for the lantern to be lit and after a while we got fed up with them and some of them got burnt along the way we had to walk one girl home to her house which was on the other side of section 17 we had fun basically and later on everyone wanted to to mamak so yeah we ended up in sentosa drinking at a malay store and thats when Habib joined us and well he was sharing his mp3 player around .... half of the people there were on dates i guess but well it doesnt bother me at all cause well first thing first the guy i want isnt even there so yeah i tried to act on the low upon it and be positive... took your advice bro and i guess it work ... thanx anyway for telling me you know who you are

as for my current status with that guy ... still no luck in getting him as i have always said in my episodes i am not going to do anything to get him not even hint .... i am just going to leave it as it is and well if we are meant to be then well we will be someday like how my cousin and his wife were ... am just going to wait and be determined for the time being if he really likes me he will ask me if not then too bad am forever waitting ...........

WAITTING

adrenaline drain from me ...for you

The price you pay for liking someone ... all too much ....A person who is well weak in his/her emotion like me will definitely fail in everything if they do not pull themselves together ... i need to pull myself together ... i am thinking why can't i draw interest from the guys i do actually have feelings for they all see me as their friend but nothing more ...sigh .... i find myself useless in relationships all my relationships are a failure ...pure to doomsday.

i had adrenaline rushes today just thinking about him which is freaky i hate that feeling ... i mean i am so scared to tell him and at the same time i i do tell him now that i like him with all the complications of me going to australia , that i/him will find someone else while i am there and i would lose a good friend forever and itbreaks my heart i am suffering both ways .looks like i cant be happy in both ways no other option but i totally feel its better for me to suffer without him than rather tie him down and be a burden to him .... i do not want to trouble him in any way as i am afraid he will be too stressed up juggling his studies and his life .... i totally care for him enough to not let him know how much feelings i have for him . i shall just suffer alone in this situation without him to carry any of it ... i am trying to be strong to carry this but i almost broke down in tears yesterday thinking about all this ... i just dont want to waste his time in any way
*sob*..................

Emotion Overload

hey guys ,
well updates on my last week ....my emotions have been overpowering me in odd ways until to the point that i am actually having nightmares almost everyday and i seem to be remembering what i dreamt the day before ....he well isn't paying attention to me at all and well i am hoping that he will realize it someday and i can be with him but of course this all has to be God's will if it isnt then i shall accept it ....
life is well complicated i mean when you like someone that someone doesnt seem to want to like you back and us girls in Asia dont get to make the first move as it is considered taboo in our nation which i hate actually and well so far most of my relationships with guys have been my first move and well i am sick and tired of doing it anymore ... with this , the results of my past relationships all went for failure we didn't go past the six month safe bench as they call it in romance books (except for one) ......
i have also been thinking a lot about how i would really feel when i go to Australia to study and well i am prety happy that i will be going to anew country and well to experience new things but at the same time i am also scared that i would be under the influence of the people there and i would do stupid things when i am there which would get me into huge trouble and i am also hoping that i will make the grade so that i will make the grade.
How could I ever show my feelings towards this person i mean i am afraid that he will hurt me and reject me which is most likely cause now he doesnt even call or sms ...out of all the guys that i have actually fallen for so far the best one is the one that currently rules my emotions and my heart ... this well have lasted for over 9 months now and well it can go on for about a year or two cause well i know one guy in my past crush has well lasted long enough and still lasting but now i treat him more as a brother and he takes care of me making sure i dont get hurt by anyone else which is cool too

currently reading a book called If i am so wonderful, why am i single and well its telling me all sorts of things but well i dont think its helping at all and not to say i want a boyfriend now but well i just find it interesting to read books like these to see what they say .....

i guess thats all i have to say for this entry ...til next time ciao

force

mums forcing me to go work when i dont want to exactly ...... but well i am so fed up with my life with people telling me what to do .... i just want to study and well be a good girl and get good grades and my mum is like NoOoO you have to work before you go and study .... to earn the money for your plane ticket and I wont be giving you the money for it..... no more opportunities to study argggh .... my life is so messed up now ... i am being treated to be such a lowly person which i dont feel its right ... its as if i cant even afford my own plane ticket my plans are now all shattered my future all gone ... and i have to give in to my mum .... argggghhhh ..... just talked to dad and he says he will sortthis out when he comes back .Although he is also on my mum's side as well so well i dont expect much from him talking as well ...they will probbly convince me into working especially my dad ... sigh .... life is so torturous cant they leave me alone .... , mum especially can't seem to do that she wants me to do .... it grieves her that i am not working which i find it stupid ....they dont consider my feelings at all everything must be what they want me to do ... if it werent for my say in UQ uni i bet they would even send me to Latrobe cause there is "adult supervision " mum doesnt know how to consider how other people feel and she is always doing stuff like what she feels ...... i mean she considers about us but makes it sound it isnt for her ...like working is good for you cause you will learn skills....etc.etc.....but behind it all its just to get me out of the way and well not be such a burden to her ....my love life is so much crappier ...... but i am ot obssessing so much on it .... i am ok being single this year eventhough it gets lonely (hint)...... not exactly how i want it to be but it will have to do for now ... until a certain someone responds.... which i dont think he is ..... i'll wait longer ......but i don't expect much from him .....
thats all i have to say i guess for this entry .....

emotional

hey guys ,
well this week has just been spending time with people which of course makes me very happy i dont think i can live without anyone by my side i definitely need people around me ...this blog is dedicated to my emotions ... and well guys you wanna read well be ready to get to know my deepest truest feelings then .... i have just recently been obssessing over one guy ... seems like almost every year i get one guy i really like for a year which in this case at the moement is A...... not going to tell you guys who ... but well i am currently into someone thats all i can say ..... it was the same as the oast years when i have really liked yun hsi and sen wai ... guess those phases are over ....spent my friday with sue jern which was cool cause we are close and are pet sisters she mentors me in a way . We were satisfied with our day of shopping and well we got what we each wanted ... she got her jeans and me my pair of slippers ....well moving on i felt ontop of the world on saturday cause when i went to SIB i had the privelege of being the only girl there and be daunt upon by all the guys ... mostly by kai sin hehe ... he is funny ... love how he treats people and handle them .... the other guys are sweet too .... i just love my time spent there and look forward to it every week ....today well i got to spend time with my old church friends cause well i hardly have been attending youth in my own church as i have been in SIB and well i guess they did seem like they miss me .......i shall see whether i want to go for the yf outing on this jungle trail thing ....... confusions.... i really look forward to psending more time with him also ... as the time past by ..... i hope he notices .....thats all i can say for this entry

first entry but sorry its a copy paste thing

hey guys this is my first entry here sorry this is a copy paste thing cause well i love this entry ........ well last last weekend i went to singapore ... got a phone call at 6 am asking us to go faster cause my grandmother ( on my mum's side) has been admitted into hospital ... so well we took a bus and reached there at aobut lunch time ... grannie has been very weak ... shes got pnuemonia and well she cant really swallow liquids it makes her choke and cough .... i got to spend with my couz xian before she goes to england to study ... i stayed over at her place... she took me shopping at bugis the next day ... i bought a dress for $9.90 sing , a top for $15 sing and well some underwear hehe cute ones ... i find them very adorable .... one of the days we celebrated my uncles birthday ... this uncle really likes me ... he is always asking for me ... first come to KL will ask for me ... and i have no idea why ...he hardly talks to anyone but he loves to talk a lot with me ... he turned 56..... i got back on tuesday ... then on wednesday ... well i just got up of bed at 9 a.m. when the previous night i slept at 2 a.m.... went online then suddenly out of the blue ... a good friend of mine Andrew ask me whether i was free and wanted to go accompany him out ... he needed to get some books from kinokuniya in KLCC .... so well i asked my mum and well the usual 20 questions about this person i am going out with .... but she seemed pretty happy about me going after she heard i met him from teenstreet ... lol and he was a coach even weirder ... so i went .... i reached faster than he did by just a few minutes .... found him then we went for lunch .We had McD's he paid .... then we went to kinokuniya to do his errands ... lol we then went to watch a movie ... The Banquet ... so boring ... i fell asleep a few times in the movie ... dropped onto his shoulder by accident a few times .... people who love slow movies you should watch this ... you want action and humour this movie has hardly any of it ... except some gruesome execution scenes... besides that zilch ...then we went for coffee bean .... all of these paid by him ... i feel so embarasss that he paid everything ... and i tried asking him whether i could pay but he said he feels pai sei about not paying ..... swt ... sounds like a date already .... we were suppose to be just friends going out ...it sounds more like a date ....hehe ..... but i had loads of fun ....hopefully i would get to do this again with you andrew ;) :) lol ..... loved your company and dont say your sorry for dragging me along cause i had fun :) :) :) :) ...... oh yeah forgot ... i am into ballroom dancing now ... just cant find a school to go to do it .... and i want to puesue my drums ....am also at the moment exploring SIB church ... i am going to their youth ... the guys there are so fun to be with i dunno about the girls cause most girls dont come as form 5 are having trials and well i guess girls are more hardworking than guys... kai sin the funny bloke and very easygoing , mitchell- quiet silent guy yet when have an opinion its pretty serious and correct oh and he is cute too .... scott the guy who speaks his mind at the same time makes statement in his drawings... phlip_ another silent guy who loves gelling his hair but he is very nice ....an indian guy who loves to sleep in class i cant remmeber his name ... another guy who is tall and is very smart and funny ... he is doing spm and a buisness degree at the same time .... yap silent but seems nice ... the girls who i know well raven ... she may look small and meek to you but she has great leadership and potiential and she really speaks her mind ... very hardworking too ... melissa she is very kind to me .. mainly cause she has to take care of me when i am there so i dont get lost around the chruch grounds, sharmaine ... the pretty girl who i think has a lot of admirers and well maybe a bf ....i am totally enjoying my time there in SIB and having laods of fun in their youth and learning something new .....i guess thats all i want to say for now ... take care everyone and GOD BLESS